Sacrifise

We work hard on fulfilling our dreams.





How much am i willing to sacrifise for my dreams and desires?

Family

In human context, a family (from Latin: familiare) is a group of people affiliated by consanguinity, affinity, or co-residence. In most societies it is the principal institution for the socialization of children. Extended from the human "family unit" by biological-cultural affinity, marriage, economy, culture, tradition, honor, and friendship are concepts of family that are physical and metaphorical, or that grow increasingly inclusive extending to community, village, city, region, nationhood, global village and humanism. A family group consisting of a father, mother and their children is called a nuclear family. This term can be contrasted with an extended family.

There are also concepts of family that break with tradition within particular societies, or those that are transplanted via migration to flourish or else cease within their new societies. As a unit of socialization and a basic institution key to the structure of society, the family is the object of analysis for sociologists of the family. Genealogy is a field which aims to trace family lineages through history. In science, the term "family" has come to be used as a means to classify groups of objects as being closely and exclusively related. In the study of animals it has been found that many species form groups that have similarities to human "family"—often called "packs."

Well.this is the definition from wikipedia.i dont understand a thing what it's explaining.

Me,myself,Lim Ying Chien thinks that family should be a place where you can count on them.Where they will support you no matter what.and btw.How does this family concept works in my life?

Im so confused.

the way my dad phrase a family its like everyone have to sacrifise for him instead of HIM sacrifising for us.I mean fine la we spend time with him and everything.but then its like he cant even give us anything.if i needed something such as amplfier for my guitar.a 400 bucks amp.I dont even dare to ask from him.Nor asking my mom.I know they're having their hard time.But i needed them.So am i suppose to buy it myself?but they dont even give my pocket money on time or whatever bla bla bla.

Who am i to judge my own parents

My dad blame my mom for this family breakdown and my mom the other way round.i guess you can imagine how is it right?Okay.Does Normal Family Querrel All The Time?I mean by all the time as in Everyday.LOL.My dad say it was normal.But when i see my childhood friend,bestfriend,their parents aint that way.

So where and whos the problem?

The reason my mom left my dad is because 1st.Economicly my dad cant support this family.2nd.tho he cant support this family my mom said is okay she can but all the quarrel are stressing her and she thinks it may cause her caner to 'come back'.3rd.All the quarreling is because of religion.To be frank.i dont think there's any problem with this religion but i dont know why my dad can make it such big deal.OKAY.It maybe a problem cause my mom will be waking up at 5am and start meditating till 7 or 8 am like that.

BUT BUT BUT THATS EVEN HARMFUL OR WHO THE HELL KNOWS WHY MY DAD IS FREAKING OUT.

Well i guess everything is too late d?My mom wont pick this house anymore.

May God Bless Us :)

Some things are just meant for myself

Guys that dont give a damn get the one they want.guys that gave everything out gets nothing


Waited Wished False hopes and in the end Dissapointments

Feelings faded

wew,seems like i've been feeling kinda down for the moment.

I think i just think too much LOL.HAHA.anyways.

Going on with my life instead of letting people control and manipulate my life.the things i should be doing

OWHH YEAH.my dad bought a LongMan book about english.he is Understanding and tearing the book apart*literally* epicness-.-.

He can really finish the bok and study it for a few days without stopping.Cool in a way but somehow i think why cant i be like him?as in the studying part.that'd be like effin cool ait?:D.a dude that reads book 24/7.HAHAHAAH.

im tired.chaos.badminton and pool ahead:D

After reading your blog

After reading your blog.

How silly of me thinking of you dont have ANY problems.apparenly you have been hanging on by yourself.

I thought i know you.Thats just a Small Tiny Piece of You.

WELLLLLLLLLL

GUESS WHAT?

IM GONNA EXPLORE YOU.To Somewhere deep in your heart.Something like Sitting a submarine into your blood vessels.and dive into your heart.Your Soul.

I wont promise you anything.NO PROMISES!Cause im going to surprise you someday

And

Make you feel that life is BEAUTIFUL.

It Is a Place You Worth Living For.A Paradise.

It may will not be always as we wanted but You're Here because you're a miracle.

You're a Gift,Miracle.Something that will never be replaced.

So Please.

Treat yourself like you're treating you;re HUNGABLE CAT!*in a way im kinda jealous':p

Other than that.

You Will feel that Earth is a place that you worth living for.You know why?

CAUSE YOU WORTH IT LOVE!:D

Things will sort out with your mom.Everything does.Just please sort things out by telling her things.talk to her more.let the 'Chemical Bond' between you and your mom has a force of attraction that cant be breaken down easily even it is up to 1000000000000 degres celsius.

All i want to say is.Your mom loves you

We love you

Your friends love you

The one's you're with loves you

And Everyone You Know Loves You Too.

One last tiny Thing That i want to tell you

3

2

1

DONT EVER CUTTING KILLING HANGING DROWNING OR WHATEVER F*** YOU THINK OF HARMING YOURSELF.

Just Please.If you May,If and Only If you Let Me Know When You're Down.

I'll be There For You

Dedicated to Chan Mei Sun

With TONS of LOVE

By Chien :)

By the way 1TON = 1000KG

So thats a lot okay?:P

Hypocrite

Hypocrite-People who does things that they themself cant do it but they assume and want people to do it.Themself sometimes doesnt realize it.

I feel like a hypocrite by calling people hypocrite now.AHAH.

Guess everyone is just like me huh?You just dont notice it

For the One's i love i will

Clarify myself,all of my deepest secret in my life.Everything.The one's you can ask i will find a way to answer you

With one Condision

Can i be apart of your life and let me into your heart?

I Wont cant promise i will be with you forever but i WILL do my best when IM with you.So please?

What will it be?:D.

Seems like im going to use these questions to ask you after my trials SPM 85 days left.....

Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick Tock.Every second it is getting nearer and nearer.

That kinda excites me in a way:P.

Alone at night.Thinking of your smile.your scent you hair smell.

I miss you

The Truth that im going to let you know

Everyone always says that i want a relationship without lies,Without Deception and all the things that a human doesn't want.those things that affact their interest.

BUT

Have they really think about what they want is just so ridiculous and Never can be done to someone.ESSPECIALLY someone that YOU 'love'.im not saying There ain't someone like that but There is just SOOOO few cases of that happening.We see people breaking up and telling people that the partner of theirs change or whatever BLA BLA BLA.Do they ever think of people who they are with is JUST TRYING TO IMPRESS THEM?

If you want to know what a person is thinking or maybe what is his or her's attitude.It's a matter a fact ITS HARD already.Even the best friend of yours lets you take time to figure out what they are,what they are thinking.So come to think of it.

What if the person is trying to IMPRESS YOU?Have you think of that?maybe that it's impossible to know them 'THEM' as in the real personalities of theirs.Maybe you do get to know them.WHEN you are going to breakup/breakaway/stay AWAY from them.You will only find out who are they.

So do care of those people that trying to impress you or whatever word you're gonna use for it.But yeah.

People fills people up.As in if you like that person.you fill them up about what you want them to be.in another ways.if you DONT like em'.you'll just fill them up with negative thoughts and you will HARDLY EVER second doubt yourself about who they are.*You will be assuming they ARE GOOD.Or the negative side.They are Not good*

Dont come into conclusion so fast because what we ASSUME Maybe wrong and try to be more open minded :).Sometimes you just DONT know them well enough whether they are good or bad.