Thursday, June 10, 2010

A Partner

A Partner is a person that you could count on,to love,to like,to share,to know more,to think about them,to go through things when one of them are in pain or vain.
For me i found a few of them.But they treat me as a friend.Only.Absolute Guy friend.HAHA.
Maybe i didn't say it out loud bacause i'm afraid it would tear our friendship apart.
I was once told that when you put 'what' and 'if' seperately,it's not harmful.But when you put these two words together.It maybe a life changing word that makes you afraid to make decision or it would prevent you from making wrong decision.
In my case,i'm unable to give out the info or whatever to let the one's i like,i really care for.A clear picture,That i like You.It happened a few times.I'm just a coward that is afraid to tell what i really want.
Thinking too much about the consequences,afraid of What if it doesn't work?What would happen?What am i suppose to do?These are the questions that always go through an run around my mind.
Perhaps i would be a lonely guy that can't find a person to share my stories With.Maybe i do have people to share m stories with.but i wanted to be a real special person to share with.Someone who really care.Well.If i would find one.It must be my lucky day.=))

Jealousy

What's jealousy?

What is jealousy?Why is he jealous of me when i'm pretty sure that you won't be mine and she is your's forever.If you treat her nicely.
Committed to the relationship you having between you and her?
Why don't i feel that way?
Why don't i feel the way you felt towards me?
i think i know the fact that she really likes you and nothing can change it.of course you Still can change it.as a boyfriend.that doesn't understand Her.
I don't feel sorry for her of you treating her that way.Cause you're you.and She likes you that way.
Just Stop treating her that way.as in all you think about is yourself and you don't care about her feelings.i feel sorry for her.to have a boyfriend like you but what done is done.She really likes you.
i like her too.in fact i like many people.but Not all of them gives me the feel she gave me.a hormony feeling that i can tell her everything.That i can count on her.But what to do?Haha.she's yours.Please treat her better and think more of Us than just Me,I or whatever of a selfish bartard would do