A Partner

A Partner is a person that you could count on,to love,to like,to share,to know more,to think about them,to go through things when one of them are in pain or vain.

For me i found a few of them.But they treat me as a friend.Only.Absolute Guy friend.HAHA.

Maybe i didn't say it out loud bacause i'm afraid it would tear our friendship apart.

I was once told that when you put 'what' and 'if' seperately,it's not harmful.But when you put these two words together.It maybe a life changing word that makes you afraid to make decision or it would prevent you from making wrong decision.

In my case,i'm unable to give out the info or whatever to let the one's i like,i really care for.A clear picture,That i like You.It happened a few times.I'm just a coward that is afraid to tell what i really want.

Thinking too much about the consequences,afraid of What if it doesn't work?What would happen?What am i suppose to do?These are the questions that always go through an run around my mind.

Perhaps i would be a lonely guy that can't find a person to share my stories With.Maybe i do have people to share m stories with.but i wanted to be a real special person to share with.Someone who really care.Well.If i would find one.It must be my lucky day.=))