I hid my true feelings

I Wouldn’t tell this to my guy friends cause I know that the way they think and my way of thinking ain’t the same.they don’t really understand me.but still I will thank them for supporting all these times.brought me out when im vulnerable.i wouldn’t tell them because they say that you’re a bitch and I wouldn’t believe that.well you know what?you maybe are.you are just overprotective.Overprotecting yourself that causes to lose friends one by one.Well.i will not give you any advise and what-so-ever.COS I Don’t care anymore.I’m free.=).I’m better off without you.=)

I will still have to say what I need to say.i was in deep depression when you said nothing about it.made me so worried that did I’ve made a wrong choice in saying that out.i was hurt.a real deep scar that has made me a different person.a more experience person that believes in love.But I just need to find the right person.

Im greatful that you didn’t accept me that time.Thanks

I must say.you are a good actor.

I must say you’re a good actor.lie about your feeling.your everything.your past.you wouldn’t tell me the truth.Maybe you didn’t do that but you made me feel that way.so I guess its not my fault?

You didn’t clarified yourself made me suffer.i liked you,I loved you but all of that are just memories that shouldn’t be kept anymore.A painful past for me.so I think I shall just forgot about it all right?=)

If a person will tka your advise meant?

If a person will take your advise meant?

Meant he think he aint prefect so he will take you advise?
He treat you as a friend,so he will think thorugh after you tell him
He’s a selfish bastard or self-centered dude.

So in a way if he don’t take your advise meant he thinks he is prefect he is good enough and he don’t have any weaknesses?No comment

So he doesn’t treat you as a friend,he may treat you as a friend but he thinks he is so much better than you and you don’t have the power,the reason to judge him?Although he may not think that way but the way he act made people fell that way.how??what to do?can’t get any advise into his head.Don’t care

OR

He is a self centered and selfish bastard huh?
Say you don’t care but just wont wanna think about the matter.it may change you to a better person.you wont listen too right?No point of saying

Nothing is wasted.that’s what im trying to tell myself.i wrote all these cause I care but my sincere got ignore by you.so I just have to be responsible to myself.tell myself.THAT I WONT WANNA BE A PERSON LIKE YOU.=)

Someone in my life that has changed me

Thanks to somebody,someone that was in my life.

Without you,I wouldn’t know and feel.How it hurts when a person really gives in their feelings

It tore me apart..But I managed to get over you in time for not letting me to get hurt by you anymore.you may not know.but it did hurt me=/

I realize that I have lost confident in everything when I said to myself that I have to get over you and forget about you.Between the period of time.things changed a lot around me.everyone is getting together while I’m still stuck here.alone.in the dark and there’s no light to break the darkness.i don’t know how to approach girls anymore.not like last time the way I did.Me,I’m missing by the time you made me misunderstood.when I finally found out I misunderstood.things are already too late to turn back and.well.maybe we’re just not meant together.or you don’t even want to show some feelings.i don’t know how you feel.what you thinking of all times.i only can see you watch you and even if I asked you.you wouldn’t answer me honestly.You always answer things like you’re hiding something.don’t want to let me know.this is how I felt.maybe you don’t have anything to hide but yeah.i felt that way.=)

I just need to know about one thing.Please answer me honestly.Have you ever Loved me or Liked me?I’m desperate for an answer.so Please,if you’re reading this.let me know the facts.i want to live a life with no regrets

Thanks for leaving me

Thanks for leaving at this kind of rate.That seriously caused me pain.I’m in vain.

Thanks for leaving me like a piece of crap with some stupid excuse.Saying that afraid of me.Scared I’m still angry butyou have no idea what im into.so please.during that time you could just txt me or whatever.you think you’re the only one who could be hurt only?You self-centered bastard..

BUT

Thanks for leaving me again.

Now I’ve moved on and found a better person than you.

A person who shows love and caring.=).

I Wont hate you.just telling myself to accept the past and forget about it.there’s nothing left to care about.Comparing to you?I didn’t know why did I ever chose you or even care about you

I know you almost 2 years.txting you everyday.But you know what.

I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT YOU.

Im kind of fed up of your attitude

The things you don’t like then you keep criticize people.but then,when you do the same thing.why don’t people treat you this way?cos they understand.everyone aint the same.so you cant expect people do the same way as you right?

The value of judgement is aint the same so you cant expect to follow you all the way right?Just you made a promise then people can’t do what they like.what they want?it’s a free world you know

Perhaps I don’t have the ‘balls’ to tell you.cause you’re just too judgemental.=/.
That makes people don’t want to open up to you anymore
I thnk the problem you having now is overconfident.be humble.and people may love you like you.
Well.tho I know it aint gonna work.but im just clearifeing myself.Not to be a person like you.

Hypocrite.